Prayer, April 19, 2021

I’m lost.

not so much lost in terms of place

but

what do I do

when everything i do ends in party horns

trailing off in the distance

watching parades blocks away

past me not left behind

my voice shouting the panic realizing

i have

been left

behind

looking forward fists raised

voices shouting anger justice causes

i have

been left

behind

irrelevant empty like a chrysalis broken

a wrapper trapped in the eddy of a stream

spinning

going nowhere

I’m lost.

but not lost in sense of place or time but in ego defeated

broken

shattered

an imposter

exhausted by impotent anger

Prayer, April 19, 2021

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